- never give up -

Dear FLY,

I just finished watching a movie called REAL STEEL with my siblings,

I tell you, the movie was freaking awesome...

it is about a bonding btw a son and his father, a spirit that never fade and most importantly,

the never give up lesson...

Dear FLY,

I have no intention of writing about the entire movie, you should watch it yourself...

what i wanna share is, about how its inspired me...

As i could recall, I have been a quitter for a several time in my life...

once, i was a footballer, i QUIT...

once, i wanna be a lawyer, i QUIT...

once, i am a lover, i QUIT...

once, i am a man with a big ambition,

and again, i QUIT...

Dear FLY,

for all of the above matter, i am pretty sure that the main reason is not because i am afraid I cant...

but, i quit before i even try...

watching that movie made me realized, that I am not a fighter...

i am a type that usually will let go if it doesn't apply to my way,

i am a person who will always make things for others, not me...

FLY,

i know my future is still there, way further in front of me...

i'm writing this not because i'm complaining,

i am pretty clear of what i wanna be one day,

with who, let HIM decide...

but I promise u,

i wont QUIT anymore,

i will chase my own destiny,

i will stand by myself for my own fight...

i am not a quitter...

and

i will never give up...

friday the 21st,

3.33 am...